Monday, June 22, 2009
It's him...again.
I don't know why but he makes me so mad sometimes. I give a little, and should gain a little. You tell me I tell you...At least thats what I thought. 50% right? Or am I asking too much?
I am anticipating Drake's "Best I Ever Had" music video!!!
I am deeply in love with Drake. Not because of his looks because he's not my type. I love this dude because of his skill! It's like no other. He came from no where and demanded respect and an ear for his music. And because of that he got me.
You wanna know how many years Chris Brown got!?!?!
NONE! All he got was 180 days of community service that he will have to do, 5 years of probation, and he needs to stay 50 yards away from Rhianna. I'm glad he doesn't have jail time. If you ask me she did something to provoke him to do this....hmmmmm maybe herpes did the trick
The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly
PRO's
1. Longlife goals.
2. Smart.
3. Christian.
4. Handsome.
5. Good Background.
6. Morals.
7. California bred.
8. Treats me good.
9. Makes me feel beautiful
even when Im not at my best.
10. Motivates me to be better, and
do better.
11. Makes me feel comfortable & safe.
12. Pursues me.
13. Goodmorning kisses.
14. Goodnight kisses.
15. Sex from the back
16. Greek
17. Ears are not piereced
TO BE CONTINUED...
CON's
1. Greek.
2. Makes drastic decisions.
3. Trust issues. Unbelieveable.
4. Acts different around certain people.
5. Too nice to people giVing them the wrong idea.
6. Says one thing but does another.
7. Snores.
8. Threatens our relationship through text messages.
9. He never "eats"
10. Thinks he can do things but once I do them it's a problem.
TO BE CONTINUED...
1. Longlife goals.
2. Smart.
3. Christian.
4. Handsome.
5. Good Background.
6. Morals.
7. California bred.
8. Treats me good.
9. Makes me feel beautiful
even when Im not at my best.
10. Motivates me to be better, and
do better.
11. Makes me feel comfortable & safe.
12. Pursues me.
13. Goodmorning kisses.
14. Goodnight kisses.
15. Sex from the back
16. Greek
17. Ears are not piereced
TO BE CONTINUED...
CON's
1. Greek.
2. Makes drastic decisions.
3. Trust issues. Unbelieveable.
4. Acts different around certain people.
5. Too nice to people giVing them the wrong idea.
6. Says one thing but does another.
7. Snores.
8. Threatens our relationship through text messages.
9. He never "eats"
10. Thinks he can do things but once I do them it's a problem.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Shity weekEND
I was supposed to go out to see him in Ohio. But things don't work out as planned when your on standby during a holiday weekend.
SATURDAY: So because I didn't make it out there, he flew to Atlanta for the Greek Picnic. I wanted him to have a good time and enjoy himself so I thought I would give him his space. Not only did I not really get a chance to talk but when I did he was leaving a hotel...what the fuck for? because he said he was "chillin." Things like this make me question his faithfulness.
Even though he was doing whatever in Atlanta I still had a good day. One of my friends had her baby shower and then one of my other friends who's in the porn industry had some of her videos so we went to the homies house to watch her "work." Let me say this then I'm done. Her line of work is sickening to my stomach and not only that, it is degrading for her and the whole African American female race.
SUNDAY: By Sunday I am livid at my boyfriend and don't want anything to do with him. It's Father's Day and my dad doesn't want to hang out with his kids. He wants to go swimming like a lame. So I take my mom to the movies, because she has been my dad for the past 8 years. While we're in the movies Mr. Love keeps calling me. At this time Im busy at the movies then afterwards my mom decides to give me a lecture in the car the go grocery shopping which makes me not in the position to talk.
So this genuis called my boyfriend decides to send me a breakup text message because he hasn't talked to me. WTF people! At the end of the day we're still together and I'm mad at him for a whole nother reason.
HE SHOWED HIS ASS. NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE HE CAN BE.
SATURDAY: So because I didn't make it out there, he flew to Atlanta for the Greek Picnic. I wanted him to have a good time and enjoy himself so I thought I would give him his space. Not only did I not really get a chance to talk but when I did he was leaving a hotel...what the fuck for? because he said he was "chillin." Things like this make me question his faithfulness.
Even though he was doing whatever in Atlanta I still had a good day. One of my friends had her baby shower and then one of my other friends who's in the porn industry had some of her videos so we went to the homies house to watch her "work." Let me say this then I'm done. Her line of work is sickening to my stomach and not only that, it is degrading for her and the whole African American female race.
SUNDAY: By Sunday I am livid at my boyfriend and don't want anything to do with him. It's Father's Day and my dad doesn't want to hang out with his kids. He wants to go swimming like a lame. So I take my mom to the movies, because she has been my dad for the past 8 years. While we're in the movies Mr. Love keeps calling me. At this time Im busy at the movies then afterwards my mom decides to give me a lecture in the car the go grocery shopping which makes me not in the position to talk.
So this genuis called my boyfriend decides to send me a breakup text message because he hasn't talked to me. WTF people! At the end of the day we're still together and I'm mad at him for a whole nother reason.
HE SHOWED HIS ASS. NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE HE CAN BE.
DO NOT LIE...
You know this is the sickest board ever...Now I just needa learn. I tried to teach myself and almost busted my ass on the concrete
These chicks get my respect...it's not as easy as it looks
FUEL TV Biotch!
SoO I've been interning at FUEL TV and don't know shit about extreme sports. It's all about the four S's...skateboarding, snowboarding, skiing, and surfing. My ass is just trying to fit in so I can get in on the skateboard talks... I wanna be made into a skater or surf girl and be the baddesT black chick out there~
I fell in LOVE with LOVE
I fell in love with him when I first met him. Although he was an asshole I knew that we were going to be together and that was going to be the dude I was gonna fall in head over hills love with. I love him but he has yet to find out. If he were to know this feeling that I developed over him I feel as if he would get scared and reject me. I guess you can say I'm scared. LOVE is such a strong word and I want to be sure that this is how I feel. I haven't been in love for 3 years. The way he acts towards me, the way he smiles, the way he kisses me, the way he holds me, the way he looks at me, the way he talks to me, the way he cares for me makes me fall more and more in love with him everyday. This is a new and scary feeling. I may try to act a certain way and downplay him so that he doesn't get too comfortable but the fact still remains that I fell in LOVE with LOVE from day one.
Catch 22
Being alone isn't as bad as you may think. This is my own private and personal blog. Similar to a diary. An archive of feelings, thoughts and memories. I write to release anger, depression and savor my joy. It's a way for me to see how I think. A way for me to escape the harsh reality of life and enter into my own world. So if you happen to come across this blog then welcome to catch 22...damned if u do, damned if u don't.
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