I fell in love with him when I first met him. Although he was an asshole I knew that we were going to be together and that was going to be the dude I was gonna fall in head over hills love with. I love him but he has yet to find out. If he were to know this feeling that I developed over him I feel as if he would get scared and reject me. I guess you can say I'm scared. LOVE is such a strong word and I want to be sure that this is how I feel. I haven't been in love for 3 years. The way he acts towards me, the way he smiles, the way he kisses me, the way he holds me, the way he looks at me, the way he talks to me, the way he cares for me makes me fall more and more in love with him everyday. This is a new and scary feeling. I may try to act a certain way and downplay him so that he doesn't get too comfortable but the fact still remains that I fell in LOVE with LOVE from day one.
